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ok, so im 15 now... should be cool goin out wiv ma m8s n gettin pissed behind ma mums back - but no, i spend most of the time indoors feelin sorry 4 maself.

firstly, school is worse thn ever, coz im in the best sets in my year group im expected to be perfect in all pieces of course-work i do, well im sorry but its harder thn it frikkin looks and takes longer the the teachers say it should - so the bastard teachers should get of my frikkin back!!!!!! we aint all brain of the pissing year.
secondly, i thaught best friends were meant to be able 2 talk to each other if they had a problem, but apparntly if two people feel left out of the group and they confront the person making them feel this way, it gives that person the right to have a stress and then completly ignor these two people leaving them completly on the own and really upset for not doin anything wrong. ok, yes i am tlkn about me and ma friend, but we really feel left out and were really pissed of because this other one isnt lisnin 2 us an puttin words in our mouths, i tried to talk to her on the phone and i thort it was all sorted out but aparently not because 2 day she came in and was fine on the way to school until anouther friend was there and she decided to bring it all upp, and then put me and ma other m8 down tryin 2 say wre attention seekers. NOT TRUE
thirdly, i found out about sumthing reacently wich i didnt mean to do, but i feel like im a dick for not knowin and its really gettin me down and ive got loads of stuff goin on in ma head about it, so yeh, maybe i need a bit of extra TLC at the mo but i really wouldnt call it attention seeking. also there is only two people in the world i can trust enough to tell, wich is my sister and my friend danny, (and also sarah but i knwo she wouldnt understand xxx) and considering that im supposed to be friends with quite a few other people i think its pretty crap that no1 can be botherd or even try to be understanding enough to listen without bitching behind my back, spreading it round or gettin fed up with me. WICH IS PISSING ANOYING. however, Alice did say sumthing that really helped the other day wich i can think of wenever i ask what it would have been like.

on a happier note i did have a brilliant birthday and thank you to eveyone for the prezzies, especially Caths hoola hoop :o) and katie n alices wellies :oD

love ellie x

everyone is usin wierd computer names so im joining in...
Cant find any good ones so i went in an arabic names site and found 'Ezgi' wich sounds funi and is kinda like my nickname Elz anyways. No idea wat Ezgi means but never mind.

bye bye xxxx

hello everyone!
Havnt spoken in ages coz its the school hols and ive been out on the dunes with ma m8s every night lol, and i've generally sleeping untill midday as a true teenager should :D
Quite a lot to tell you all as ive just got back from an amazing holiday to paris, totally recomend it! (Even if you do go just to perve on the fit sk8ers around the eiffel tower, its well worth the trip!) However i dont recomend going from blackpool in a car as the journey is deadly, way to long. instead flylots more fun and more comfy :)
Mum n me went 2 see all the usual stuff like the big archway thing, a needle thingy, eiffel tower, that dead wide street with the rubys n pearls on, and of corse the SHOPS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we went somewere else aswell... errr... ohhhhh yeah, Monmartre? dunno, sumat like that, ask my aunty Mel! I wanted to walk around and stuff but mum insisted we listened to a church survice in french in the taj mahal. Completly pointless as niether of us understood a word. However the gospel was about the Good Samarritan wich was kinda hypocritical of 'some people' who were in Mass as there were beggers everywhere and 'some people' just walked past without a care. never mind.
Still had a really good time and were off to Tangerine Towers tomorrow :D I absolutly hate the journey across as trapsing around platforms and sittin on filthy train seats for 5 hours isn't exactly fun. But were stayin there a bit longer this time so it will me more worth it. I cant w8 till i get a car as it will be so much easyer :)
Oh and i want 2 say thanks to Katie for lendin me those CDs, my MP3 is also gratfull that i have got over my Arctic Monkeys obsetion :D although i do think they are pure genius lol.
Yesterday auntie Hellen Mike and Aidan came over for a bit after visiting Abbie in Preston. Had a good time with Aidan we went to the Pleash' and I gave Aidan a quid 2 go on the 'Maze'wich he thaught was a roller coaster... it turned out to be the worst ever actual 'walk around' maze ever. I did't know that... honest.
Neways, i'll try and keep you updated more often :) However this will be even harder when i go back to school as in year 10 were expected do 3 hours of homework a night, i dunno who they think there kidding as no one will ever do it lol.
Hope your all good

xXx ellie xXx

Mum is going to get quotes to have the toy room re-dun *boo hoo*. The toy room was the place to be when i was little, everyone wanted 2 come round to make 'dens' n stuff, so many merories... but now that i dont play with dolls and lego ect anymore, there isnt really a use for that room other than to store all my junk. It's much better used as a bedroom :o(

Whilst we have lived at this house it has been a loyal bedroom to Cath, Alan and last of all Peter. Pete's an ace atrist and drew some scetches on the walls, i decided to take pictures of them seenig as there going to be coverd up soon :o(

ok... err i dunno how 2 upload them lol Help Cath!,
anyway,

rest in peace toy room xxx

bye bye :o(

I'm in I.t coursework day today *yawn* so im in class and really bord lol

thaught i'd tell you anouther story about my trip to Caths house...
Once again me and lucy were in the park at the garden centre, lucy wanted to go on the swing so i sat her on it, as soon as she sat down she started a tantrum because she deceded to get of. When people stress i'm in a habit of telling them to 'chill' so it was a reaction for me to tell her to chill. she decided to pick up on this word and whenever i told her to do somthing or if we had to go and she would tell me to chill in a really cockey way lol :o)

So sorry cath if your being told to 'chill', kinda my fault lol

bye for now x

hiya x
back to school tomorrow unfortunatly, had an ace week tho. Spent all last weekend lazing around the house and on monday i went to Caths house. We did the usual stuff like being dragged around garden centres ect but Lucy is older now so i stole her and we went and played on the park whilst mum and cath talked plants :)
Came home late wednesday night, was proper shatterd, but some guy at the train station offerd 2 carry myn and mums cases for us :)
Spent thursday sleeping :D... this was also a get out plan of meeting Katies cousin Jonny, who Debbie, i do not fancie! as i have never even met him lol. You must have been drunk.
Friday was Aidans 13th birthday. He ot a load of cash and a posh mobile amoung other things... ded jelous :p
Spent most of yesterday with Katie on the prom and sand dunes. It was quite good, even tho we spent most of the time slagging off boys we hate, mainly Ben and Owen as usual lol. Amazingly i managed not to get sunburnt apart from two strips on ma back that arnt even painfull, last year i got really badly sunburnt and couldnt even wear ma uniform to school as it hurt to much :( but ive discoverd suntan lotion this year so alls good :D

and thats about it really speak soon x

Decided to write a blog to keep everyone informed of whats going in in my life, not that it's really that exiting. Tar for helping me set it up cath x
Not much to say atm realy, just that im in Boston this week as were on half term :o).

i'll try and think of something more exiting soon lol x